Monday, August 17, 2009

last exam for the semester... another semester coming!!!

wells... today is the last paper for this FIRST semester (ya right, it's just the FIRST semester oni lor... i still gotta noong nooong way to go lor!)...

i hav basically gave up studying for it liao... am zo-boing at this moment.. haha... cool hor... exams in a few hours time and i am still lazing around the whole morning and afternoon... i went for a short jog to waste time a bit cos i donno wat to do w so much time on hand now... MUAHAHAHA!!! so 嚣张 hor! wait fail then i cry lor... no point cry now mah...

:)

anyways, altho the exams are ending, i still feel quite depressed... sigh... MENOPAUSE??? this word flashed by...

choi choi choi!!!!

sighz... guess age is catching up... wonder do everyone think this way when they past 30 yrs old? or is it me and me only???? how come i kept being bothered by the AGE thingy leh??? why leh??? sianz...


anyways... i realised the MBA course got a total of 5 modules.. i completed one module liao, and now am oni at HALF the 2nd module... supposed to take another 3 more subjects to complete this module by next semester. then left with 3 more module, whereby one module is the final project paper. the other 2 modules include one elective module... donno wat's that lah... don't think too much... 船到桥头自然直。

yawnies.... got one more staff rsigning... am soooo short of man-power and am sooo demoralised... the more i take MBA, the more i realised i am not suitable to be manager or to do business cos i totally cannot relate to these stuff at all...

I suddenly realised that I just wanna do account-servicing or sales. I am tired of having staffs to care abt, still need to motivate them, to nurture them, to take on the huge responsibility of a Manager to manage the whole team.. am really too tired to continue doing such stuff at this moment... and the thought of doing this for the rest of the years.... SO SCARY!!!!

And i am dropping HAIR!!! DUH!!! not worth it lor... :((

But of cos... let me get my promotion first... then i will make my move... :)

hahaha!!

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